So I’ve placed myself yet again in a position to hurt myself emotionally. The one I’m so in tune with professionally is also my love interest personally. I know its not good to mix the two worlds, but I cant help that all I want to do is be around, lay up under, design for, and show off my art to them. only them. everyone else is important, but not as much i guess. I just want this love to be more than a figment of my imagination. but I’m too scared to even approach it.
To want something so bad just thinking about it makes your pulse race?
Do you know what it’s like?
Dude, we have to become like best friends. lmao I dont want to go in the…
Hell yea totally, see I only play Elementalist. every other class actually requires me to do work. I am fine just plastering carcasses to the pavement from a distance with giant flashy spells. all that battle tactic and planning out is for the warriors. lmao
The ‘hoods’ in Chicago officially freak me out. I always feel like I have to stay ever vigilant and attentive just to walk to the corner store and grab some candy to snack on while I play my mmo’s. Life should not be nearly as taxing as it currently is. It’s ridiculous.
I wish everything was as neat and organized as the insides of my cranium. In my kind, lifeboat all figured out. People are unquestionably generous towards one another. There is no need for war and poverty is something only found in historical text books and fairytales.
I’ve been away from tumble for quite some time but now I’m back. I had to settle a few things before hand. But now let’s get back to the random updates, smoke, and video game screens and stories.
Be prepared for tons of sitting view. I have quite some annoying tales to share. Lmao